[That's too much to answer. There were so many things, wishful thinking, desperation, trying not to acknowledge his losses and repress the negative emotions the only way he could think of. A way that didn't work well, that was utterly useless here.
Kei looks down. It's better than looking at the camera and letting his expression be seen.]
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Kei looks down. It's better than looking at the camera and letting his expression be seen.]
I'd rather not answer that right now.